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Saturday, June 1st, 2002

Time:11:26 pm.
Alright, everyone who loves me, who actually read my entries and cares:
My new livejournal account is adolescencia. I'm deleting this one. Add my other one.

(8 broken virtues | seduce your thoughts of reason)

Sunday, April 7th, 2002

Time:7:44 pm.
Mood: pissed off.
I'm sick, I'm bored, I don't have my work, and my boyfriend had his nose broken. Needless to say, I'm in a pissy mood. I'm gonna fucking kill BJ. I so fucking sick of the god damn stress that goes along with him and his STUPID FUCKING actions. I'm sorry, just because someone messing with you does not fucking mean you turn around and PUNCH THEM IN THE FUCKING FACE! It's makes it worse god damn it! Now I'M pissed at him and I think he'd rather worry about Mike making fun of his drumming than the HELL I'm going to put him through. You've fucking crossed the line BJ and Mike's no better. I hate fighting, period. Fighting of any kind. Both of them should've just shut their fucking face.

Oh my god, I'm so angry at both of them, damn it. Mostly at BJ, though. It's just been one thing after the other with him.

This whole week has been like this. Damn it, this whole year. What am I saying? It's always been like this with everything. Everything is trying to break me, somehow. -shakes head- I actually got Brandon to feel bad for me. I didn't even think what I was talking about was that bad. -sighs- Not until he mentioned how badly it sucks.

I'm going to call Mike later to see how he's doing. I should calm down some first.
(1 broken virtue | seduce your thoughts of reason)

Monday, March 18th, 2002

Subject:I hate my everyday shit. It's just one thing after the other...
Time:4:35 pm.
It's bad enough that my car is a P.O.S. but I missed school today over it. My mom doesn't like me missing school because of IB so I'm riding the bus from Vero Beach all the way to Sebastian. Plus, I have a test period 1A tomorrow and, since I didn't go today, I don't have anything to study with. Since my teacher is a bitch and doesn't care that I missed today. I didn't have her class today, therefore, I was not absent and am not excused from the test. Her class is my only challenge, too. If it was any other class it wouldn't have mattered if I studied or not. I'm almost considering skipping that period, since it's the first of the day, but I don't want to deal with the consequences of being caught. I thought about refusing to take the test but I could get suspended for that. I'm ripping my hair out over this. It's the only class whose grade I worry about.
I don't want to fail. It's one of my biggest fears. If I fail, I'm out of IB which means no college for Kayleigh. No money for college, no money for a car, no money for glasses, no money for food. Nothing. I have nothing...
(seduce your thoughts of reason)

Monday, February 18th, 2002

Subject:Yeah, well, you think you know me! Ha! I tried to get that!
Time:6:05 pm.
I'm so punkish!
Take the The "What Teen Label Do You Fit Into Most?" Quiz!
by antiperfect
(seduce your thoughts of reason)

Saturday, February 2nd, 2002

Time:7:30 pm.
Mood: bored.
M * A * S * H

You will marry LEGOLAS from Lord of the Rings, live in an ancient elven palace in the middle of the forest, and spend your days walking on top of snow and rowing ivory boats and just being beautiful.

What's YOUR M * A * S * H future?

(seduce your thoughts of reason)

Thursday, January 31st, 2002

Time:4:50 pm.
Mood: amused.
Woohoo! I'm doing a research project on URANUS!! Ahahahahahahahahahahahaha! This is gonna be so great. I'm gonna laugh me ass off for hours after presenting this
(seduce your thoughts of reason)

Wednesday, January 30th, 2002

Time:9:45 pm.

(seduce your thoughts of reason)

Time:8:46 pm.
Chad came back....I finally have someone to talk to. I also, ACTUALLY, made a friend today! Her name is Chelsea. She moved back from Pittsburgh. She's pretty cool. Maybe I'm not so bad off...
(seduce your thoughts of reason)

Sunday, January 27th, 2002

Time:9:10 pm.
Mood: lonely.
Being lonely gets extremely old extremely quick. Why can't I just make friends? Why do people's personalities clash with mine? I'm so bored and afraid that I may be this way for a long time...
(seduce your thoughts of reason)

Saturday, January 26th, 2002

Subject:What a week...
Time:2:53 pm.
Mood: lonely.
I hate losing my friends. I don't understand how it happens. I thought I was actually with a group of people that I liked and liked me back. Turns out one person (who will remain unnamed for now) has some emotional baggage of some sort. He wouldn't talk to me at all yesterday and it really made me feel like crap. I want to know where he gets off yelling at me for something that doesn't even concern me, twisting my words to break up my friends, who are the cutest couple, and ignore me. God damn people of all kinds. May everyone go to hell. Mess with me again and I'll drive you there.

Fuck you...
(seduce your thoughts of reason)

Monday, January 21st, 2002

Subject:Wanna read a short story I wrote in sixth grade? Cool!
Time:9:59 pm.
Mood: blah.
I stood on the wall, staring at the blackness of my blindfold. I was smoking my first and last cigarette and thought about random things. My life was about to end because of an accusation. People will believe anything they hear.
If it was for my selfish, spoiled, pompous ex-husband, I wouldn't be here. He decided to spread around, just to save face after we divorced, that I was a witch and he watched me cheat on him with Satan.
Who would have known that people believed in witches anymore? It's 1823 and they still blame innocent women for flukes of nature, or, in my case, divorce.
Science can prove all of it wrong, in this day and age, but in a sleep little village like this, what's the use of arguing?
"No one has the money or time to pay for an investigation, so, why not just kill the woman?" they say.
They could also be blood thirsty. I haven't heard of a witch trial since 1798.
I've just heard a few clicks in front of me. Most likely the guns. The injustices of the world have finally caught up with me. Be prepare for when they come for you.

Isn't that great? I still can't figure out why my teacher gave me a low grade on it. Maybe it was because, even back then, I was a freak.
(seduce your thoughts of reason)

Subject:Please spare me...
Time:8:47 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
Why do people complain to me about things that don't involve either if us? It's so pointless. I couldn't care less about it. Maybe this is why I don't like people so fucking much....
(seduce your thoughts of reason)

Subject:I think I'm going to die...
Time:7:07 pm.
Mood: sick.
Okay, I'm sick enough as it is. I just ate dinner, like, 20 minutes ago. We had potato something. Well, I happened to get the rotten potato. It was like swallowing a ball of mold or something. Nothing compares. That plus my stomach sickness has just kept me in the bathroom for about 15 minutes. I really hate throwing up.
(seduce your thoughts of reason)

Time:5:06 pm.
Mood: weird.
My mom talks to animals...
(seduce your thoughts of reason)

Time:4:30 pm.
Mood: sick.
Thanks, Rae, for the CDs...I owe you. Happy belated b-day Robby Rob. Uh...wow, I never write in this thing. Never really been able to keep a diary. Maybe I just don't want people to be able to understand me LoL. Feeling kinda blech today, tired and I think I'm getting a stomach bug. I hate throwing up.

I met up with my client for court thisThursday. This case is going to be so incredibly easy. He already offered to pay for the candy, wrote letter of apology, and offered to do community service. The "victim" is a psycho. Nazi, I swear to god. Hehe, one of my associates is really cute. He has these really sexy blue eyes and he's smart, too. Gotta love a smart guy.

I still like, Brandon, though. I don't know what it is about him (because he can be an ass...not to me, though, of course) but he just...ugh, I dunno. Maybe it's because I can talk to him. It's hard for me to find people I can relate to. Raevie is about it. I'm sure I'll figure what it is about him.

This stupid journal needs more editing...I'll probably write more once I figure it out.
(seduce your thoughts of reason)

Sunday, December 23rd, 2001

Time:10:15 pm.
Mood: bored.
Mmmmmmmm...does anyone realize what a CURSE boredom is?
God, I wish Brandon would get on. I love talking to him. I love him, hahahaha. Not to the point of stalking, but you get my message. I can't believe I ran out of quizzes to take.
I hope Rae and I get to spend New Years w/ Chad, and BJ, and Brandon, and Philip. That would be fun fun fun fun fun fun fun! Way better than last year, right Rae?
Oh well, signing off for now. Too bored to write.
(seduce your thoughts of reason)

Subject:but I am in high school!
Time:10:07 pm.
10% - 20% (Angsty Teenager)

The beginning.
All good DeathKiddies start off as angsty teenagers.
From here, you can only go down. And down. And down.
If you think you're pissed off now, wait until you get to highschool.

Take the DeathKiddy Test!

(seduce your thoughts of reason)

Time:9:58 pm.

I was groped by the President the same day my husband killed himself.

Which Clinton 'Ho Are You?

(seduce your thoughts of reason)

Subject:I bet ya everyone gets this
Time:9:51 pm.

take this quiz to see what character or personality you're most like!
by divachop
(seduce your thoughts of reason)

Subject:ha, bunny
Time:9:41 pm.

Take the Corporate Mascot Test at Willaston's Lounge!

(seduce your thoughts of reason)

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